Enjoying every step in life

Just arrived at my home town in Jakarta, after a year in Holland...what shall I say except I feel very sad to leave my life there, my friends whom I think as my family and the shopping places there hehe...

When I sat down on my plane, I just thought each hour that place was became far and far away, that I could not go back although I really want to... and tears fell down while I closed my eyes and imagined things that I left there, an opportunity...

Sometimes I mad at myself because I let the opportunity, the experience to find job and stay there a little bit longer fly away..but then,, I think an important reason why I left the country...Family..that's what matter most...

So, I try to enjoy the step I took, the opportunity that come with each step, and family and friends that always be there even though we're far away now... and friends who waiting me here :)

Yes, I'm glad I have those experiences which not many have the opportunity to study abroad,,, aaaah... I hope I know become a better person... and still find a way to become a better person than yesterday...

The Skyrocket Internet

Inspired by rnw.nl to write about our experience in Holland, thus it reminds me why I created this blog :)

So , now I will write about one thing that I could not live without it while I'm in Rotterdam....which areeeeee........

INTERNET and my LAPTOP

Of course,,how could I live without them that always accompanying me EVERYDAY and EVERY HOUR, and even EVERY SINGLE MINUTE (wait...I'm not exaggerating...seriously haha)

It's true, here in Holland the internet speed is really amazing...well not that I've tried internet access in every country but...as far as I know Holland has the fastest internet connection....woohooo.... so I could streaming movies in just a sec, I don't have to wait at all and downloading everything I want (everything? hmmm...)

This is how I say internet and laptop are the biggest part of my life:

10.00am (well...not that early,,,but you don't have to know exactly what time I wake up every morning hehe...) I woke up

10.02am Turn on my laptop, sit down and start open Facebook

10.30am Still in front of my laptop, browsing things

11.00am okay maybe we should skip to...

14.00pm it's lunch time, cooking etc

15.30pm go back to where I belong...laptop and internet

etc....

02.00am time to sleep, turn off my laptop and say goodnight to everyone in facebook (okay...it starting to freaking me out...am I a freak??)

Why? okay,,let see... I have broad access to journal for my thesis so I just need to search it in google schoolar and then read it...if I found something I don't understand or interesting I will then google it again, I don't have to wait more than 3 second to found my search items.

Yahoo Messenger... It's an easy access for me to talk with my friends and family although they're far away..and also free hahaha

Watching dramas, tv serial or movies from internet??? say yeeees...!!

Facebook...yep...I think I could not live without it..sometimes it gives me more information than news channels :p ( I mean like how is he doing now?? woow....you have new Iphone?? what you have new boyfriend??...yeah something like that hahaha)

etc. etc. etc.

what? I don't have social life here you think? no..not really...because most of the time I spent my day at home for my thesis....however, I do have many friends here...If not because of them,,,,maybe I would became Crazy girl (you're not??)

So the point is...I will definitely miss the internet connection here in Holland if I got back home :D...and my laptop of course since I would not use it anymore hehe....

Kiss Kiss

Canon G11

Kiss kiss....!

Maybe... or Maybe...?

When I was in high school, my dearest friends told me that I am being used by one of friend (she's public enemy in our class hehe...) and don't be so kind to her...

and now...after so many years... (not) so many experienced with people... I heard that thing again... "you're being used... be careful!"

Ha...!! really.. is there something wrong with me being nice? I was thinking when I am still in high school that I am okay if someone approach me and ask for help or anything... I though as long as I could help them and nothing bad would happen, so why not? I was very sad that time, when my (best) friend ask me to stay away from that person... well... fyi, that person was not really favourite friend... almost everyone doesn't like her... that is why she's called Public Enemy... haha... childhood can be so harsh for some people...

and now, when I'm in twenties something, someone telling me that I am to nice and was being used by someone... okay... did I change? after few years I think I am not really changing... but now what did I think about that?

Well... don't we always have an interest to other people? could we live without no one? we have friends, boyfriend/girlfriend, good relationship with some people... do you think they don't have any interest or not taking benefit from you? hmm... if you think it's not..maybe you should rethink :p

haha... no...just kidding...yes, I am not changing at all...maybe some part of me being more wise and have more experience DEALING with people... but, I still have that THOUGHT... I will help you no matter what... why? I don't know... for now I still don't have the answer...

Or maybe...

It's me just being selfish? I don't want to be burden by others problem... just help them and the problems will be solve...tadaaaa....

hmmm...maybe...

or I am just being kind?

maybe...

geez...please don't think to much if you want to help other... just stop thinking okay... Be Yourself dear...

Me Love Window Shopping

Yay..!!
Yesterday I went to central Rotterdam with my roommate who incredibly very patient for accompanying me to have a window shopping hehe...


Why?? Because there was one my favorite store giving a sale day hahha...!!


I was sooo lazy to get out from my bed, came downstairs just to have a cup of coffee and day dreaming (sshhh...that is my ritual after get up, so don't ask me what am I thinking while I am doin that) and then my phone ringing... its my friend calling me that the 'store' is having one day SALE!!


woohooo... It was really wake me up! then we went to Central..wow... one day after christmas, the streets are full with people buying stuff... because the SALE is everywhere... hahaha


I bet you would think that I bought sooo many stuffs... :D


well...no I am not haha... I eventually just bought a present for my friend and have a window shopping there... yeah... I was interesting with some shoes buuuut...its sooooo damn expensive.. huuuffff.... I could not afford it...why oh why its not in sale?


Hmm...thinking to save some money to buy the shoes....


Afterward we met some friends, planning to eat Soto but its really not my luck yesterday...the restaurant closed until 3rd of January...huhuhu... so we went to our home, bought fried chickens and made fried rice...humm...not bad :)) playing card and laughing... wow...such a relax day... I wish we could do it again..especially the 'window shopping' things haha..


Planning for tomorrow? Going to Amsterdam, visit RIJK Museum... it really a must see museum.. I already went there actually... but its really worth to see it again...^^

Welcoming Winter

My first Winter, my first experience in Europe... first impression is...AMAZING..!!!

To see the river starting to frozen, The Grass whitening...its really beautiful!!

I was smiling to see all that, want to take a picture but a little bit embarrassed with my excitement so i decided to take a picture when nobody around hahaha....


What a wonderful WINTER, I hope I won't get nosebleed because the cold weather... planning to go ice skating on Thursday... I think it going to be fun night :D