Maybe... or Maybe...?

When I was in high school, my dearest friends told me that I am being used by one of friend (she's public enemy in our class hehe...) and don't be so kind to her...

and now...after so many years... (not) so many experienced with people... I heard that thing again... "you're being used... be careful!"

Ha...!! really.. is there something wrong with me being nice? I was thinking when I am still in high school that I am okay if someone approach me and ask for help or anything... I though as long as I could help them and nothing bad would happen, so why not? I was very sad that time, when my (best) friend ask me to stay away from that person... well... fyi, that person was not really favourite friend... almost everyone doesn't like her... that is why she's called Public Enemy... haha... childhood can be so harsh for some people...

and now, when I'm in twenties something, someone telling me that I am to nice and was being used by someone... okay... did I change? after few years I think I am not really changing... but now what did I think about that?

Well... don't we always have an interest to other people? could we live without no one? we have friends, boyfriend/girlfriend, good relationship with some people... do you think they don't have any interest or not taking benefit from you? hmm... if you think it's not..maybe you should rethink :p

haha... no...just kidding...yes, I am not changing at all...maybe some part of me being more wise and have more experience DEALING with people... but, I still have that THOUGHT... I will help you no matter what... why? I don't know... for now I still don't have the answer...

Or maybe...

It's me just being selfish? I don't want to be burden by others problem... just help them and the problems will be solve...tadaaaa....

hmmm...maybe...

or I am just being kind?

maybe...

geez...please don't think to much if you want to help other... just stop thinking okay... Be Yourself dear...