My Life, Love, Hatred, War and Peace


My Journal of Life

Wednesday 29 September 2010

Lazy Days



I really...really...enjoyed my lazy days hahahhaahaha


*unimportant post just to filled in my blog :p

Monday 20 September 2010

Enjoying every step in life

Just arrived at my home town in Jakarta, after a year in Holland...what shall I say except I feel very sad to leave my life there, my friends whom I think as my family and the shopping places there hehe...

When I sat down on my plane, I just thought each hour that place was became far and far away, that I could not go back although I really want to... and tears fell down while I closed my eyes and imagined things that I left there, an opportunity...

Sometimes I mad at myself because I let the opportunity, the experience to find job and stay there a little bit longer fly away..but then,, I think an important reason why I left the country...Family..that's what matter most...

So, I try to enjoy the step I took, the opportunity that come with each step, and family and friends that always be there even though we're far away now... and friends who waiting me here :)

Yes, I'm glad I have those experiences which not many have the opportunity to study abroad,,, aaaah... I hope I know become a better person... and still find a way to become a better person than yesterday...