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My Journal of Life

Monday 28 December 2009

Me Love Window Shopping

Yay..!!
Yesterday I went to central Rotterdam with my roommate who incredibly very patient for accompanying me to have a window shopping hehe...


Why?? Because there was one my favorite store giving a sale day hahha...!!


I was sooo lazy to get out from my bed, came downstairs just to have a cup of coffee and day dreaming (sshhh...that is my ritual after get up, so don't ask me what am I thinking while I am doin that) and then my phone ringing... its my friend calling me that the 'store' is having one day SALE!!


woohooo... It was really wake me up! then we went to Central..wow... one day after christmas, the streets are full with people buying stuff... because the SALE is everywhere... hahaha


I bet you would think that I bought sooo many stuffs... :D


well...no I am not haha... I eventually just bought a present for my friend and have a window shopping there... yeah... I was interesting with some shoes buuuut...its sooooo damn expensive.. huuuffff.... I could not afford it...why oh why its not in sale?


Hmm...thinking to save some money to buy the shoes....


Afterward we met some friends, planning to eat Soto but its really not my luck yesterday...the restaurant closed until 3rd of January...huhuhu... so we went to our home, bought fried chickens and made fried rice...humm...not bad :)) playing card and laughing... wow...such a relax day... I wish we could do it again..especially the 'window shopping' things haha..


Planning for tomorrow? Going to Amsterdam, visit RIJK Museum... it really a must see museum.. I already went there actually... but its really worth to see it again...^^

Nice Quote

"Language is intended for communication, not a tool for arrogant prick to display that they are intellectual"
by: Epentje

Saturday 26 December 2009

These Hard Times


These hard times

Before arrived here, I never thought I would have hard times. School, work, my relationship, life, and home. Back then I always thought when I got difficulties in things I do, someone would help me, because I always have them besides me. I will overcome everything nicely... how naive :p


And now, everything is different. I live by myself in other country where my English and my knowledge are not enough.


I failed in my subjects and don’t know how to stand up, I am very afraid that I won’t pass my exam..ooh..please nooo…


What I think before I came here is that I would pass the exams, got my master degree, traveling around Europe and go back home. But it’s turn out not that easy as it said. I HAVE TO WORK HARD for that. So, in this upcoming year I will make some resolution to achieve for 2010, like I always do back then.

So My Resolutions are:


  1. Pass all upcoming exams
  2. At least before the end of January, I will find topic for my thesis
  3. Practice speaking (Don’t afraid to be WRONG)
  4. Study Hard ( spent at least 6 hours to study)
  5. Save some money after shopping for traveling
  6. Get my Master Degree
  7. Traveling to: ITALY, PARIS, ROME, and GERMANY.
  8. Get married?? Haha…just joking :D


Fiuuuh… not bad…I will try my best to achieve all that…Wish me Luck guys..


Happy New Year!!



PS: I found the pic from a tumblr blog, but I forget which one :p this pic really define me haha


PS2: I got the tittle from Matchbox Twenty song. Love them sooo muuuch!!

Thursday 17 December 2009

Yeay...Its SNOW


Yeah....Hoping is not that bad i think and not every weather man is a liar hahaha...

I should do my assignment but here I am, blogging and enjoying the snow in Rotterdam... What a life!!!


Have a nice day everybody!!

*go back to m
y paper... hoaaahmmm...


Picture by:Dedy B. Rivai

Hoping 4 Snow...

Funny... when some part of Europe has snow already, we still hoping the snow to come.. really..really hoping...

My friends telling me that its gonna snow tonight, well... never trust 100% to weather forecast..since its Rotterdam, you never know when the rain will come, not even the weather man
I have learn from my experience...

yeah..maybe I am a skeptical person, never really believe anything except if I see it myself... but I believe with God...the only thing I really trust, or is it maybe I am afraid of hoping to much that it will somehow disappointed me..

haaaa....well, just wait for the snow... if not we could see it on another part of europe...Switzerland maybe? errr....let me check my pocket first hehe...

Monday 14 December 2009

Welcoming Winter

My first Winter, my first experience in Europe... first impression is...AMAZING..!!!

To see the river starting to frozen, The Grass whitening...its really beautiful!!

I was smiling to see all that, want to take a picture but a little bit embarrassed with my excitement so i decided to take a picture when nobody around hahaha....


What a wonderful WINTER, I hope I won't get nosebleed because the cold weather... planning to go ice skating on Thursday... I think it going to be fun night :D

Thursday 3 December 2009

Winter Depression

Have you ever felt that you are not belong to one place?

Sometimes I have that feeling... and now that feeling haunted me again...
It's really sucks... because you feel rejected and insecure... I failed.. I do nothing to fix the problems.. unproductive day.. confusion about the future...

Should I blame it to the cloudiness of Winter..?